"How can Qin Ran have your words? What does she want to call you?" Yu Enze was surprised.
"Her current status, she wants to find out who’s phone number, but she can’t find it. Tell me she won’t let you go," long summer said truthfully.
Phoenix eyes suddenly dim Yu Enze holding the cup hand tight and tight "Qin Ran how did she become like this"
"I’m really worried that she will do something impulsive." Worried long summer squeezed Yu Enze’s hand.
"long summer may also be that you think too much. Maybe Qin Ran accepted the fact that I transferred her for a while. Because of her unbalanced heart, she casually said to you that Qin Ran is an adult and she is not willing to do impulsive things." Yu Enze advised long summer not to think too much. After all, he worked with Qin Ran for so many years, he still knew her character.
Maybe it’s because I’m too nervous that Yu Enze thinks too much, and then she becomes powerless and feels that her feelings are threatened. Is it true that she thinks too much? Before, she was always the confident and courageous Su Lixia. Why has she become so indecisive now?
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Chapter 45 Trusted Listener
In order to welcome Ouyang, who came to China for a holiday, Yu Enze specially chose a sunny weekend and Ouyang held an open-air barbecue in his vast backyard.
Broccoli with black pepper steak tomato with silver cod slices yam with honey sauce chicken wings garlic with crispy prawn lettuce with cumin lean meat and scallop squid onion bitter chrysanthemum Flammulina velutipes.
Rich and fresh barbecue ingredients with reasonable colors and fresh meat and vegetables combined with a magnificent and delicious feast not only satisfy everyone’s daily critical and mean taste, but also bring pleasing visual enjoyment.
During the meal, everyone was talking and laughing, and the atmosphere was very pleasant. Later, when long summer accidentally talked about Jiang Yushi, Ouyang’s smile disappeared in an instant
Long summer will talk about Jiang Yushi because she received a photo and a letter from Jiang Yushi from Africa last winter.
Photo Jiang Yushi’s skin has been tanned by the dry hot sun in Africa. See her hug a group of thin African children facing the camera. In the golden light, they smile brightly and clearly. Behind them, a brand-new school stands conspicuously in the middle of a desolate and dilapidated village.
Jiang Yushi wrote in a letter sent to long summer
Hai long summer, how have you been recently?
After going to Africa for so long, I miss Luo Chenshi as well as you.
I wonder if you miss me.
I have seen you since Ziluochen’s house. Although we haven’t been together for a long time, I really like to be friends with you because you are sincere and straightforward.
Although I have been drifting outside, it seems to be free and easy, but in fact, I have a lot of pains. Maybe my wandering heart is really limited, but today it is full of reality. No, my more and more troubles and worries are that my desire to talk is expanding. I desperately need a reliable listener, and the only thing I can find is you.
This photo is taken by a village in Tanzania and a group of local children. Behind us are me and my friends who have come here from all over the world to volunteer. These children are building schools.
It is gratifying to think that these poor children can receive education and enjoy knowledge in this school and stop blindly knowing. This should be something to be happy and proud of.
Tanzania is located in the East African Plateau. Although it is dry and hot compared with the Sahara Desert, the East African Plateau is a paradise. You can see the magnificent Kilimanjaro Snow Mountain with an altitude of more than 5,000 meters and the rich meadows across the Great Rift Valley, but poverty and backwardness are still common problems in this country.
The living standard of Tanzanian residents today is the best, but it is equivalent to a series of disasters such as drought, locust plague and malaria before the 1960 s in China, which still plague the local people
We volunteers who are worried about food and clothing, but often complain about heaven, suddenly realize that compared with people here, we used to live a paradise, but we didn’t know whether we were blessed or not when we saw those innocent and kind children who were in a bad environment and often suffered from diseases.
Those Tanzanian people who are suffering from hunger and illness are so happy in front of us. Who are we to complain about the unfair fate and not cherish the beautiful life in front of us?
Once I always liked Luochen with wishful thinking. I knew I was deeply immersed in it, but I was willing to be fascinated by the illusion of self-deception. At first, I was so naive and ridiculous, and now everything in front of life and death is not enough. The so-called love for children is as small as a dust.
The conditions here are indeed more difficult than expected, and I have a very difficult life with other volunteers. Some people can’t stick to their good choices and go home. When they return to their own lives, their attitude towards life has changed a lot. I think what they call change should be growth.
I have never regretted the decision I made, so I still stay here.
Since childhood, I have been spoiled by thousands of people. I am selfish and selfish. I care about my feelings and never think about others.
Now it’s time for me to pay for my immaturity. I always try my best to do something meaningful, such as coming to Africa to help these poor children.
Long summer, I really envy you because you have love that I don’t have.
Luo Chen is a thorn in my body, which melts into my flesh and blood with a cone of heartache. Let me take this thorn and travel around the world to bury it slowly.
Long summer, are you bothering me when I suddenly nag you so much?
But I have been holding these words in my heart for too long, and now I feel relaxed when I pour them out.
Long summer, thank you.
Zhuan
Jiang Yushi
"Rain Poem" She contacted you. Ouyang was obviously surprised when she heard long summer talk about Jiang Yu’s poems sending photos and writing letters to long summer.
"What did she say in her letter? Is she all right?" Ouyang asked long summer eagerly.
Instead, long summer looked at Ouyang in amazement. "Ouyang, don’t tell me that you two haven’t been in contact since Rain Poetry went to Africa."
Ouyang sighed in a low voice. "I called her many times after Yushi went to Africa, but every time she hung me up, I also sent her an email, but she never replied to me. I think she was angry with me."
Long summer remembered that Jiang Yu’s poems told her those words about Ouyang, and she couldn’t help feeling sorry for Jiang Yu’s poems and Ouyang’s complicated feelings that were predestined but hard to give up.
"Rain poem letter said that life in Tanzania has really made her grow a lot. She is not angry with you. She just wants to let herself learn to let you go." long summer persuaded Ouyang.
"The environment in Africa is so bad, I’m really worried that the rain poem will be unbearable for my body." Ouyang’s heart ached and his brow condensed.
"Don’t worry, Ouyang Yushi is very strong. She knows how to take good care of herself." long summer comforted.
Yu Enze patted Ouyang on the shoulder and stared at him with phoenix eyes. "Ouyang, don’t always blame yourself for being sad. Feelings are never forced. Rain poetry will be really white one day."
Ouyang smiled bitterly. "What I am afraid of is that after Rain Poetry really lets go, she will always exile herself regardless of her own safety."
"What are you talking about?" Suddenly a long-lost sweet and crisp girl came behind.
Everyone suddenly heard that Jiang Yu’s poems unexpectedly appeared in Yu Enze’s backyard.
Pure white T-shirt light blue denim shorts and a military green navy blue mixed camouflage sunscreen suit are casual and refreshing. Jiang Yushi is walking towards them with a brisk pace carrying a backpack.
Seeing that her skin has become dark, she is tall and thin, but the heroic spirit in her bones has not diminished at all. She had short hair and long hair, and was tied into a tall ponytail, less alienated and indifferent, more mature and soft.